The Becomming of Evil

Disclaimer: I don't own the Teen Titans, these are my rantings and are not intended to infringe upon any rights own by Warner Brothers, their parent or child companies, or anyone else who owns a piece of the Titans. At the same time, this would probably make a killer series of episodes. Email me with any offers of compensation.

I watched her walk into the room. Tall, redheaded and had a good ten years on me, but I had a at least five inches on her. Her lips weren't bathed in lipstick and her face didn't have much makeup on it, but she did have a certain flair. I suppose though that I'd see that in any female doctor. There is something about a woman in uniform that just make my nuts tighten in excitement. Why they picked a female, and a good looking one, to talk to me is anyone's guess.

She came into the room and sat in an easy chair, but it was straight backed and not designed to be comfortable. I had taken a recliner across from a small coffee table from her. The room around us was wood paneled and contained a desk as well as some personal items, but it looked like anything loose was put away in locked drawers. It was probably because I was in here, they wouldn't want me to hurt anyone.

"Mister Matheson? My name is Doctor Williams. I'm glad you could make it today," she said as she crossed her legs and put a yellow notepad onto her leg as she began to jot down notes.

"I didn't have anywhere better to be conveniently," I responded as I wondered how I would play this little meeting into my hands.

"You are correct. I am to assume you know why you are here?"

"Yes, you want to know. Now that it is out, you want to know why I did it, right?" I ran my fingers through my dark hair and stroked the few days worth of stubble on my chin. My last girlfriend said I always looked better with a little bit of a beard and she was right.

"My job is to listen to what you have to say. The court did say you have to detail your... exploits if you want your freedom someday." I watched as she shuddered slightly, but the lack of indentions in her chest said it wasn't because the room was cold.

"So you do. Where would you like me to start?"

"Well, why don't you tell me about your first..." she started as she looked up into my eyes. She stared at them for a moment as she must have caught my light blue eyes boring into her. "time," she concluded after a second and then tore her eyes away from my gaze.

Inwardly smiling, I began. "I was only seventeen at the time, and I was a bit of a hellion in school. I had the need for adrenaline rushes and in an attempt for attention, I turned to theft." Well, it wasn't the truth, but I figured I'd throw her some buzzword bones and she would focus on them instead of me.

"Yes, but can you tell me how that developed?" The doctor uncrossed her legs and put the other one up on top. Every time she looked at me I made it a point to give her one of my intense stares.

"One night I found a nice little house where I thought everyone had gone out. I slipped along the house, looking to see if anyone was indeed there. When I got to a window, I peered in and caught the glimpse of a girl silhouetted in front of a light. It took me a second but I recognized her. A while ago I had seen on the news where the Teen Titans had taken down some geek at the video store. Some reporter had done a sound bite of her explaining how the Titans had saved her." That was also the first time I had really seen the Titans and the good looking girls that hung around with them, but I didn't tell the doctor that.

"When I saw her in the window, I knew I should go to another house, but I couldn't make my feet move. She was beautiful in a short camisole and panties. Her brown/red hair reflecting just a little in the light and her shapely breasts bouncing lightly as she brushed out her hair. I could hear her voice in my mind and it caused my heart loins to flutter. She could not have been more than sixteen, but she looked good."

My thoughts were interrupted as the doctor spoke up, "Was that when you decided to rape her?"

I glared at the doctor, a stare that after a few seconds made her neck turn slightly red and for her to look back at her notes. "I never raped her. I may have broken into her home, but she enjoyed what I did. If not, she would have said something before you called her into court."

Calming down, I continued quietly, "Now, I went around the house and found the back door. It was open so I went into the bushes to wait until she had gone to bed for the night."

My mind wandered as I thought back to that night when my world began to change.

To be continued in Chapter 2. if not, Ch 1 would be really long