raven learns focus

Disclaimer: I do not have anything to do with teen titans, I don't own it I just watch it. If you own it I am not even sure if I even wrote this story.

Note: Ok here it is, a much longer chapter to make up for the last one. I am now working two stories at one time; I hope it does not take anything away from this story. Enjoy and as always I look forward to your reviews and e-mails.

Bound by love

Raven was startled awake by a loud bang outside the door to their room. She jumped up and ran out of her room just in time to see Beast Boy, Melissa and a bellboy with lots of shopping bags stagger through the door with a great deal of difficulty. Melissa was holding Beast Boy up as they came toward her. "Hey Raben" beast boy said right before he sneezed all over her. Covered in Beast Boys snot she looked at Melissa angrily and said, "what happened?!?!" "I don't know, we went out shopping then to the Botanical Garden. He was playing in the water with some ducks and when he came back he was sniffling and sneezing" Melissa stammered, upset for not taking better care of her charge. Giving Best Boy and angry look Raven said "I told you the lizard thing was a bad idea!" Beast Boy looked like he was falling asleep and Raven could see a lecture was not going to have any effect on him.

Grabbing Beast Boy by the shoulders she pushed him to his private bath, turned the shower on hot and pushed him in. "Hurry up, your going to bed" she said sternly as she started out of the bathroom. Melissa had just finished digging through a bag and handed Raven some pj's. Raven grabbed them, tossed them into the bathroom and screamed "And put these on!!" then stomping back out.

When she got out into Beast Boys room Melissa was just sending the bellboy away. Melissa turned to Raven and said humbly "I'm very sorry I would have stopped him." Raven calmed down and told Melissa "That ok, not to many people can stop him when he sets his mind to something." Raven plopped down on Beast Boys bed and then noticed all the shopping bags. She looked at the shopping bag then back at Melissa. "Like you said he is very hard to stop" Melissa said with a guilty look. "Besides most of that stuff is for you" Melissa continued, "but I'm not suppose to tell you that". "For me?" Raven said surprised. "Yes, he kept saying "Raven would love this", I gotta get this for Raven. Raven has to see this." as a matter of fact he never stopped talking about you. He loves you very much." Melissa said. Raven thought for a moment and then looking straight into Melissa's eyes, smiled and said "And I love him". It was like a weight off her shoulder to be able to say that out loud to someone else.

Before Raven could continue Beast Boy appeared in the doorway. He was wearing a white pair of pj's with the Australian continent silk screened on it. The top said "G'day" and the bottom said "Mate". The worst part was that it was plastered to his body because he had not bothered to dry himself off. Raven just looked at Melissa. Laughing Melissa said "He is a handful isn't he?" The two women struggled to get him into bed and were about to leave when Beast Boy called Raven back. "I'll just wait out here," Melissa said with a smile that said she knew what was coming and Raven didn't.

Beast Boy was dangling off the side of the bed rummaging though a bag. When he sat back up he had and envelope and a box in his hand. Raven walked over and sat down on the bed beside him. "We passed this weird looking building when we were out and the sign said they were having a concert by the four seasons. I didn't know they liked Motown here so I figured if you wanted to we could go" Beast Boy said as excitedly as he could through his stopped up nose as he handed her the tickets. Raven was confused as she looked down at the tickets. She immediately realized Beast Boys mistake and knew he would be devastated unless she thought fast. "Ummm Beast Boy these are not ticket to see a Motown group. That group is the Four Tops, these are ticket to hear the concert "the four seasons", a classical piece" Raven said with dread. She could see Beast Boy heart start to break and said quickly "But I would rather hear the four seasons anyway." "You would? Oh yea right, sure, I knew you would" Beast Boy said as if he knew it all along. "Oh and I got you this" Beast Boy said shyly, handing Raven a small jewelry box. Very nervously Raven lifted the cover off the box. Inside was a little gold chain; on it was a charm yin yang symbol only the colors were not black and white but green and purple. Still staring at the chain she heard Beast Boy say "its for you ankle, I figured it would not get in they way there." Pulling the chain out Raven said, "I love it" as she felt her eyes start to tear up. She kissed Beast Boys forehead and told him to get some rest. She left Beast boys bed drying a tear from her eye, turned and said "I really do love you" before she left his room.

Raven sat down on the couch across from Melissa still in shock from Beast Boys gift. "He said you would like it" Melissa said. "I love it" Raven replied watching the charm swing from the chain then putting it around his ankle. I was then that Melissa saw the tickets. "I tried to tell him but.." Melissa started only to be cut off by Raven "he can be a handful." "I had him measured while we were out, if you want we can go out tomorrow and get him a suit, and we can get you something to wear on you date" Melissa said hoping it meant Raven was going to accept the offer. "That would be nice" Raven replied lost in thought. "Well I have some paperwork to do. I will have the cook make some soup and tea for our green friend. Just call down when he wakes up and we will send it up," Melissa offered standing and walking to the door. "Thanks" was all Raven manage to say as she walk the woman to the door. Before she left Raven took Melissa's hand, turned her around and gave the older woman a hug. "Thank you for everything" Raven said again before letting Melissa leave.

Raven checked in on Beast Boy before returning to her room. As she sat on her bed she could hear Beast boys snores from the other room. "A date" she thought "like normal people." Raven settled into her meditation posture and slowly started to move into the emptiness. As all the thoughts left her mind she could feel him. Even in the other room she could sense Beast Boys spiritual presents as if it were right next to her. With very little effort she reached out for him only to find that his mind was almost touching her own. She felt a strange pull from him and gave into the feeling. Raven felt herself being sucked through the barrier of Beast Boys mind. It had gotten thicker since the last time she passed through it but it seemed to open up and draw her in.

She found herself flying over night sky of the Serengeti that was Beast Boys mind. This time though she was naked except for a small cloth around her waist, just like the shaman had worn. Raven tried to will different clothing on herself but she could not seem to do it. By the moonlight Raven could see the familiar smoke trail of the shamans fire snake it was skyward. Raven landed and saw across the fire the shaman was sitting quietly on a log that had been carved into a bench. Her features were dancing in the firelight and Raven thought she looked somehow different than before. She seemed even more full of life, if that was possible. The tattoo like symbols were drawn on her body with purple dye this time. "Come and sit by me dear," the shaman said motioning for Raven to sit next to her on the bench.

Raven sat next to the woman and laid her head on the woman's shoulder for some reason she could not explain, it just felt right. The shaman wrapped an arm around Raven and said, "I'm glad you came back", still looking into the fire. Raven eyes too we caught by the dancing flames as the two sat, no words were said but they seemed to be speaking volumes to each other. Finally Raven said, "I love him". After a pause the shaman replied "I know". "He's sick" Raven said sounding a little worried. "Nothing bad, just a little cold" the shaman replied stroking ravens hair. "How do you know?" Raven asked. "The animals" the shaman indicated with her other hand. Looking into Ravens eyes she continued, "If he was really sick the animals would be sick also. Little colds don't affect the mind".

The shaman gently pulled Raven down so that her head was resting in the older woman's lap. The shaman continued to stroke Ravens hair as she said, "the animals have never been so calm. I think you have changed the fabric of our friends life." "I'm sorry.." Raven started to apologies only to be shushed by the shaman's finger on her lips. "I think it is for the better" the woman said. "You're a part of him now. You will always have a place here and I will always be happy to see you," the shaman said as she took a finger and placed it in the center of Ravens forehead. The tip of the shamans finger was hot, not a fiery heat but pleasant warmth. The shaman started to move her finger over Ravens face, leaving a trail of warmth as it moved.

The feeling was so surreal to Raven, she felt like some kind of bond being created between the two of them. Raven looked up at the shaman only to see the woman looking into her eyes over her large breast. Raven could not explain it but she felt herself lift her head and take the older woman nipple into her mouth. There was nothing sexual in the need to do it, more like a child longing for nourishment. Raven began to suckle; her head supported from behind by the shamans other hand. There was no milk but Raven felt something start to enter her body and warm her from the inside. Not a liquid, more like a gentle energy that she had never felt before. Something that she had lacked for her whole life and was now feeling intoxicated by.

The shaman continued to trace lines over Ravens face and then started to trail a finger down her neck. Looking down Raven saw the shaman's finger pass over her collarbone and start down toward breasts. As her finger traveled it left a green line of dye in Ravens skin. As the shaman's finger wound around her breasts Raven could fell herself become aroused but said nothing, she did not think words mattered anymore. The two women were being bound by their love for the same man. Raven knew that the shaman was a maternal love of Beast Boy's and Raven was his only other love. The Shamans finger continued to trace symbols over Raves abs and stomach as Raven continued to suckle her. The woman's finger continued down her left leg then up only to start down the other.

Raven was now feeling and immense amount of warmth throughout her body as sexual tension started to build in her. Raven dropped her head back and let out a moan as the shamans finger traced up her inner thigh. Raven could feel herself at the edge of orgasm but could not find release. As the shaman traced a final symbol just about Ravens pubic hair the sensation climbed to a painful level, but still she could feel no release. Raven heard herself beg the shaman to finish, pleading for the older woman to give her an orgasm. The shaman looked into Ravens eyes and said, "I cannot do that here child. You are not of this world and cannot complete that feeling here". "Please!! Anything" begged raven. "There is a way" Raven could hear the shaman say though it was hard to concentrate on her voice as her body writhed.

"We can complete our bond by sharing remembered release" the shaman said. "Give me one of you memories and I will give you one of mine," she continued. "Yessss" was all Raven could say. The shaman took Raven face in her hands and brought her lips to Ravens. Raven only felt the shaman's lips for a second then they seemed to pass through her. Raven was confused, her memories seemed to form and then disappear in front of her. Mixed in her own memories where others that Raven knew were the Shamans. Ravens memories settled on the time just before her and Beast Boy had left, when she was in her room pleasuring herself. Just as soon as that memory solidified Raven found herself in a field.

Strong hands here gripping he hips and she felt an enormous cock fill her pussy. Raven tried to turn to look but could not. Raven realized that this was not her memory but the Shamans; she was only feeling what the other woman felt in the past. As the cock continued to pump into her she felt how different the other woman's body was. Her large breasts swayed with every thrust sending shocks of pleasure through Ravens mind. Her hips were fuller and she could feel more cushion as the cock continued to assault her pussy. Raven felt her orgasm begin to crash over her. The hands were now gripping her tightly as she felt the cock lurch into her a final time. Ravens mind crashed as she felt the warmth start to fill her pussy. She felt her head turn to look back and then with the sight she felt herself spasm.

Raven regained conciseness in mid orgasm. She felt her back arch into the air as another orgasm rippled through her body. Sweat was pouring from her body as it slammed back into the bed. Raven involuntarily curled into a ball as the waves of pleasure started to recede. She saw the image again and he body lurched one more time. Raven fell asleep drenched, a calm smile on her face.

A final note: The semester is starting and I have to take 3 hard classes. I am not sure if I am going to be a teaching assistant so until all my ducks are in a row my writing will be a little slower, thanks.