little secrets

chapter two
secret Desires

sleeping she tosses and turns images flashing through her mind a giant chicken being shoved in her arms.. hundreds if not thousands of bad jokes and thousands of insults hurled in answer to them.. she felt guilty about teasing him sometimes.. and that fact Remorse constantly reminded her of, how much she hated teasing beast boy.. "gotta keep him distant" she moans in her sleep.. "Cant risk hurting him" tossing and turning she cried out in her sleep at the image of a friend in azarath nearly getting killed for stealing a kiss from her.. shooting up she paces.. this was getting worse it was becoming harder to keep distant even with the hurled insults even with the threats and using her powers on him he still kept working his way through her emotional defenses like a siege.. storming over she pulls out a book anything that might help her..

meanwhile a few moments before raven awoke in Raven's mind three emotions were speaking all in varying shades of pink "ok we work together for this and we just might get what we all want, lust will finally get her hands on him, you'll be able to hear more of his jokes.. and i'll finally be able to tell him the truth about how we feel toward him the only problem is talking knolledge into finding a spell that will allow Raven to express her feelings safely.." lust groaned "oh come on book worm would be perfectly happy with Raven becoming an old maid.." happy on the other hand was distracted laughing about the most recent of his dumb jokes.. turning lust asks in a whisper "why did we invite the bimbo into our little plot anyways five minutes later she'll probably forget the plan chasing after a butterfly or something!" "because us three would be the most to benefit from this plan..though i admit you do have a point.." suddenly she smirks as a plan comes to her "i got it we'll use knowledge's weakness her love to research.. ooh this will be too easy..it could take weeks looking through those books of Raven's very tempting to our bookwormy sister.." lust has a devious grin while happy is just laughing.. manaically like an idiot

reading the text she slumped in defeat.. as the closest thing she had found so far tonight was a spell that would allow her to express love.. but its chances of backfiring were almost as good as it working, reading farther she is getting tired again but is tired of the dreams tormenting her with what could be.. when she finds a book that sounds promising.. skimming through she slumps in disapointment as a spell that would solve the problem requires the two to be acted on said spell have to consume the spell.. and there were way too many meaty ingredients to ever talk beast boy into eating.. grumbling "I had to fall in love with a vegetarian.." skimming through she dismisses several for various reasons.. until finally her eyes settled on one that sounded promising.. looking at her clock she couldnt believe she had spent five hours looking through those books she put a piece of paper in the page and set it on her night stand too tired to try the spell at the moment.. laying back down to her tortous dreams

beast boy groaned in despair as he watched a tape of the only episode he had kept of that detestable show the only episode they allowed him more of a serious role.. and oddly the one he hated the most because things went down hill afterwards he watched himself escort Trana his charachter's first love to the space docks..and wave goodbye to her not knowing it would be the final time he would see her.. Rashel Summers his first crush.. and back then one of his best friends.. shaking his head at how badly things drifted apart after her charachter was killed off.. when was the last time he saw her two three years ago? he remembered too well the first of his failed Romances.. then there was Terra...he still felt hurt by that.. seems everytime he loved someone either they didnt love him back.. or else things happened to end it way too soon, Raven was a prime example of the Former of that rule.. it seemed everything he did was to try to make her happy and smile.. but always seemed to back fire horribly leaving her annoyed and angry..he had fallen for her the first time he saw her.. yet things never seemed to work well for him.. "sometimes its not easy being green" he muttered to himself.. sometimes he dreamt he had never gotten that bite that he was still that blonde haired blue eyed boy from before then, he would be just an average teen.. (that was bb's original hair and eye color by the DC universe archives bio) turning off the small tv and vcr combo in his room he just lays back in bed even more upset than when Raven had stormed out.. "way to go Garfield you finally get the girl of your dreams to willingly come into your room and you scare her off" falling into a fitful sleep he dreamt of all the girls he's cared for and two appeared the most often one who had claimed to love him but betrayed him.. and another who he knew he'd never be able to have even if the world would end otherwise..

the next morning was awkward for both Raven and beast boy.. but for differant reasons Raven was awkward around him because of her dreams.. and beast boy was awkward around her as always cause of his feelings toward her.. (mental image of the situation Raven=keg of gas+beast boy=kid running with matches= big explosion) as Beast boy is trying to make ground to make up for the comment last night.. he of course says exactly the wrong thing.. resulting in a gigantic argument between the two resulting in beast boy getting slammed into the ceiling his head shoved through it as his feet are kicking trying to push himself out.."ow" as Raven storms off into her room "argh why the hell does he get under my skin so easily!" flipping through her book from last night she thinks hope this works.. clearing her head she reads the text the magic words are in a differant order than usual.. reciting as the book says "Zinthos Azarath Metrion" a white wave shoots from the book

cutting into her mind
the inner ravens look frightened as strange collars begin forming upon themselves.. Anger freaking out as she tries ripping said collar off but it wont come off.. love, lust and happy are the only ones not afraid as they were expecting some kind of restraint happy is staring into a mirror "ooh shiny.." lust whispers "thank god she's not our sense of intelligence or we'd all of died long ago from forgetting to breathe!" love says "its not her fault Raven hasnt talked to her since she was a little kid..so she acts like a little kid still"

Sorry the chapters so short folks next one will be longer i promise
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R&R as always