nature of the change

chapter two
thoughts and desires

Raven had been listening to her friend's speach, on some of his worries about his new body.. but her mind was on something else.. grr what is wrong with me she thinks, i hate how he makes me react.. hate how a simple innocent glance can get me so damned excited.. and while i do like this new form, i miss the loveable goofiness of his old one.. thank whatever deities he cant read my mind.. ooh how embarassing that would be if he could just see half the things ive fantasized.. getting up she nods "umm im going to go and do my meditation ok beast boy?" nodding he just cracks his neck it was still rather early the sun only a red peak of a tease of the morning approaching on the horizon.. he whondered what he was gonna do.. he decided to go to his room and work off the temptation from earlier..

Raven sat in her room trying to meditate, not noticing a mischevous grin from lust as she sent a series of rather arousing thoughts to the meditating raven groaning from arousal as she fell onto the bed her thought pattern broken.. imagining a familiar pair of green arms around her breathing on her neck.. cupping her chest.. laughing mischevously another emotion was peaked in the corner of her mind mirror "ooh and they call me the evil one sister!" as Raven tries to suppress the desire that was consuming her.. a cold glare aimed at the mirror lust disapeared out of view a naughty smile on her face.. as if saying "oh come on you know you loved that"

beast boy groaned as he imagined raven pressed against him.. impaling herself on his shaft.. his hand working furiously.. almost a black blur with his new gloves on.. he could picture her mountin him like a freaking trophy stag.. groaning as he shot a hot load on himself.. getting into a shower he begins washing his seed off himself.. frustrated as just when he was enjoying the shower he heard a knock on the door.. wrapping a towel around himself.. his now much larger frame he walked out to the bedroom and says "who is it!?" a dark monotonic reply left little doubt "who the hell do you think?" opening the door he whondered what had got her so agitated not that raven ever had a reason to be cold.. he tried his best to smile though he was clearly annoyed at being interrupted from his shower, and the only thing around him being a towel he was rater uncomfurtable.. "what you want raven?" "i wanna talk about earlier.." "alright give me a minute to get dressed much as i love your talks.. i'd prefer to have more than a towel on with you in my room," shutting the door for a moment he pulled on a pair of boxers and a pair of black jeans he pulled on a belt with a gold buckle, before he opened the door again "alright shoot whats on your mind?" annoyed she didnt like how easily Garfield seemed to become agitated in this new form.. and how smug he looked leaning on his wall with his arms crossed.. he didnt seem the joker fool she had known for so long anymore
"look i was thinking about what you said earlier about how you been feeling the beast closer to the surface anymore.. i was thinking maybe you should have cy check you out see if theres any reason for that.." nodding he flashed a half smile that would look more appropriate on her face, "yeah maybe i should smiling he blushed when he realized how much taller he stood over her now he just picked her up and brotherly kissed her forehead surprised that someone so big could still have that gentle spirit she blushed.. not even minding being picked up.. "thanks Rae you know your a good friend sorry about being an ass just was busy in the shower" nodding she accepted the apology.. though her eyes kept getting focussed on his now ripped abs.. and his recent eight pack.. seeing his hand waved upwards "you know my face is up here now?" blushing as she never thought she would be on the receiving end of that particular phrase.."sorry jut its such a change you know?" nodding he smiles one of his old smiles yeah i guess so Rae.."

that afternoon Cyborg was running a series of test's on his blood, his reflexes everything he can think of that's available at the tower.. after several hours of cyborg looking into a microscope of a blood sample cyborg says "well i can determine part of the reason you been more hostile than usual you got testosterone running through your system like rampaging bulls.. looking at the sample its like your body's going through puberty again on hyper drive which explains the massive growth spurt, the build up of muscle mass, even the fact your voice is changing again.." "any increase in umm wet dreams?" getting uncomfurtable Beast boy said "wouldnt know havent slept since this happened havent even been tired" nodding he looks again "any effect on your beastial senses or instincts?" nodding Cyborg looked again "looks like there was an extra boost of certain Dna strands mostly predator types.. "yeah my senses seem even more refined than usual" shaking his head Cyborg looked again "well you seem healthy as a horse man i just dont know the long term effects it might be nothing but im afraid that it might develop some side effects.. but until i know more about this i'll give you a clean bill of health though i suggest you try to do some strenous exercise or something.. might tire you out enough to sleep and maybe talk to raven about some meditation, might curb your hostility a bit"

groaning at the hundreth Rep of bench Beast boy was amazed at not only the increase of his strength, but by the massive endurance he was displaying a hundred reps at five hundred pounds.. he would of tried for higher but there didnt seem to be enough 50's 5 on each side he wanted to know what his max was now.. but he was content enough at this.. he didnt even begin to tired until he reached the high eighties he stopped at a hundred considering cyborg was busy in his room and he doubted if anyone short of starfire or him could spot him at this level if he went to failure.. setting the weights down.. the first hint of his new power came through as he went to the punching bag to work.. three consecutive hits knocked a hole in the bag.. going back to his room he cears out a space and begins doing some pushups, and situps after about a half hour of each he decides to take a quick nap to try to rest up he'd been running almost 48 hours straight closing his eyes he leaned back and relaxed.. dreams running through his mind.. mostly thoughts about raven, and things he wanted to do after last night.. he rested maybe two hours before his eyes flicked open a hesitant knock opening his door starfire was looking up at him "umm friend beast boy its almost time for dinner.." whondering why she seemed so nervous around him he looked down "alright ill be out in a minute, pulling a white sleeveless shirt on he cracked his neck he didnt find his new uniform very comfurtable so he tended to keep out of it unless he was going out for titan business, taking his usual seat he found it very awkward as he sat at the table.. wolfing down his food like he hadnt ate in a month he just shoveled it in not even looking at what it was when starfire looked so happy he guessed it must of been one of her meals tonight chastising robin "see friend beast boy seemed to like my cooking why dont you give it a try?" looking hesitantly down at the purple and green slime on top of what looks like mashed potatoes but he is doubtful Robins hand shaking as he shoves a forkful into his mouth faking a big shit eating grin he chew and hessitantly swallows lying to her face as he says "mmm very good star.." getting up Beast boy grabs a heaping plate full just happy that its food as he wolfs it down not even tasting the food just eating.. everyone stares at him as seconds were almost never an issue when starfire's turn for cooking came up.. flashing a proud smile Starfire is pleased that her friend seems to be enjoying it so much.. an almost three way tie the other titans think "thank god" as the titan alarm goes off before they can eat anymore of Starfire's cooking (although they use that word loosely) jumping into the Tcar one other problem the team would learn about Beast boy's new form is it took up most of the back seat.. sitting rather uncomfurtably Robin took his motorcycle to the scene as beast boy was stuck cramped next to Raven, uncomfurtable as the tension between the two could be cut with a hacksaw.. trying to keep a certain distance the hive was trying to break into the bank and beast boy smiled as he had his eyes on mammoth.. a smirk on his face as he says "finally a chance to get a good work out!" cracking his neck he charges forward mammoth looks surprised "what the hell happened to green boy?" gripping him by the wrists the two seemed at a stalemate for a moment until beast boy slammed him in the forehead with a headbutt shifting into a snake as he constricts around the massive hive member squeezing until mammoth tried to break free.. tiring himself out against the tightening coils until he fell exhausted.. turning around only thing he hears is "bitch you broke my bike!" Robin was furious as a well aimed blast from her hex powers had caused jinx to smile mischevously "aww shit i missed i was aiming for your head boy blunder!" a sonic blast in the back knocks her out gizmo seeing this raises two lasers out of his power pack, one blasting raven in the back before he felt a massive green fist sending him flying into the pavement before he could send another shot her way.. grumbling as the three were chained up together waiting until the cops could escort them to the prison

tying the three together Robin just looks pissed as beast boy, cyborg and starfire help lift it to the roof of the tcar tying it securely cyborgs yelling "careful you scratch my baby im gonna put a scratch in your ass!" Raven and beast boy looked the most uncomfurtable as she was forced to sit in beast boy's lap due to lack of space, blushing terribly her cloak over her face she just sits complaining to Cyborg to hurry the hell up.. when they got back to the tower starfire says "why didnt you just teleport yourself back to the tower friend raven?" blushing terribly she says "I didnt think about it ok!" her eyes flicking red for a moment as she stomps off to her room.. Robin is stomping off as well as the other three carefully help the bike off the roof of the tcar.. taking a look "shit this is gonna take me three days atleast to fix up" plopping back to his couch beast boy is just laughing as he flips on his video games.. as nothing seemed to be on tv that he wanted to see Raven came out with her usual mug to make some of her favorite tea, sitting next to him watching has his charachter smashes through a bunch of opponents she sips pretending to not be paying attention to her now behemoth friend.. an accidental spark was all it took to turn embers into wildfires.. she thought to herself.. trying to avoid any such sparks as she was scared that he wasnt the beast boy she loved anymore.. just something close that happened to give off the feel of him periodiocally turning to her beast boy says out of the blue "you know cy said i should talk to you about the possibility of learning some meditation from you.." nodding she said "umm sure just as long as you take it seriously none of your corny jokes or acting like a spoiled child to get attention ill give it a shot.." little did she know that this set of lessons would supply the spark she was dreading..