I didn't want this

Beast boy was thankful for Starfire's helpas they made their way to his room but he couldn't bring himself to look her in the face.
"Starfire... I'm sorry." Was all he could manage to say to her.
Starfire didn't say anything and the rest of the walk to beast boys room was done in silence.

Cyborg had been heading for his room when a sobing raven rushed past him to her room.
"What the?"
Cyborg took a second to think about it and made up his mind to go after her and see if she was ok. He knocked on her door, making sure not to knock it over.
"Raven? are you ok?"
"No i'm not ok. My boyfriend is queerer than a three dollar bill and i almost killed Robin because i thought it was his fault!" Raven yelled though the door.
Cyborg went wide eyed.
"oh.."
"Just go away..... i don't wanna risk hurting you too." Raven said weakly.
Every part of Cyborg told him he should stay and make sure Raven didn't do anything dumb. but in the end, he listened to Raven and left he alone, and made his way to beast boys room.

Starfire set beast boy in his bed and quickly left for raven's room. on her way though the hall she passed by cyborg who looked mad.
"If you are heading for Beast boys room, i must insist that you not harm him. he is still sore from the beating Robin has given him."
Cyborg shook his head.
"I wasn't going to hurt BB, i just wanted to find out what the hell is going on. wait robin beat up beast boy?"
Starfire nodded her head.
"Also, there shall be a vote toamrow to decide if Beast boy is allowed to stay on as a titan. but he will be better off telling you all the details and i must comfert raven."
"Good luck with that one. i tried to ask her and her answer led me here."
Starfire nodded again and left Cybrog to do as he would and headed for ravens room.

Beast boy was in total agony. The pain was alomst to much to bear. but the pain wans't coming from his battered limbs. the pain came from Robin's reaction.
"What did you expect, him to drop Starfire and come runing to you? Idoit."
Whter he wanted to admit it or not, deep down Beast boy had thought that. the illions were gone from his mind now. If he was lucky he'd manage to stay on the titans. they were still his friends even if he..
even if Robin was disgusted with him and wished he was dead. even if he'd broken Raven who hadn't desevred what he had put her though. how was he gonna be able to look her in the face again?
Poor raven... the more he thought about it, the more he relised way to late that it was Raven he loved. the thing with Robin was a fantasy. one he shouldn't of let come to life. he knew he was bi-sexual. he relised that it was his boredom with noraml sex that had started him thinking about sex with Robin.
BB was so wrapped up in his own thoughts he didn't notice cyborg untill the tin man was sitting on his bed.
"So. i heard a kyles notes version of what happened tonight. care to expalin the rest? it's a story i need to know from your point of view before i hear robins so i can make a fair and unbaised choice tomarow."
Beast boy didn't say anything for a long monment. then he sat up and began to tell cyorg every thing includeing what he now relized.

"Go. away." Raven said as starfire knocked on her door.
"But i wish to make sure you will be ok."
"If you don't go away i'll snap your neck." Raven yelled.
"...fine. but please don't do anything foolish raven. remeneber, we are your family and we care for you."

Raven let Starfire go away. worry about hurting herself? Ha! Raven had come up with the perfect way to win beast boy back. best of all, this plan would still work as punisment if beast boy still didn't want her. raven knew because of her powers that Beast boy coucln't love robin the way he claimed. just couldn't! you wouldn't allow it!
ramven had to stop and take a deep breath, her anger would destory every one if she let it out now. she was a sad site. her eyes were red from crying, her hair was a mess. she was talking to herself with out reliseing it. her sanity was on a fair line and at this point she could go either way.
"either way... just like beast boy.."
Raven knew it must be robins body that beast boy was attacted to. no, not Robins body, his cock. thats why she was searching thur all of her magic books.
"If having a long hard cock it what it takes to make you mine, then baby get ready to bend over."

The next moring at 10 am Beast boy stood before the rest of the titans. they had set up a long tabel in the living room and they sat ready to decide his fate.
"Beast boy, Because of things you have said and done you cased a incident last night were i was almost killed by Raven. further more, you have caused Raven much pain. All of us were given fair time to consider our votes. we have reached a decision."
Beats boy gulped, standing before them ready to hear his fate.
"at a vote of 3 to 1 one your are allowed to stay in the tower with full rights." Robin said, casting a look at the other three titans.
Beast boy broke into a smile.
"Thank you. i know that i can never make up for what i have done. i promise to do my best."
"Lets just hope you best doesn't invole you day dreaming about me." Robin said hotly and stormed out of the living room.
Beast boy shook his head but turned to the other titans.
"Thank you guys."
"No problem. just be more out in the open next time bb." Cyborg said.
"yes, that would be nicer."
Raven had her cloak covering her up as she went to walk away. beats boy ran up to her.
"Raven, i am so sorry for hurting you like i have. i.. i should of told you before this."
Raven gave a weak smile and stoked beast boys face.
"it's ok. but tell me the truth. is it robin your in love with or is it his body?"
beast boy blushed and started to steer them anyway from cyborg and starfire who decided that they should maybe head for the gym.
"Raven, while robin as a person is a nice guy. i don't think that was what attracted me. I've relized, much to late, that because sex with a female wasn't as exicting as i told it should be that maybe sex with him would do it. what i've thought was love...was nothing more than..." Beats boy stoped, to ashamed of himself to go on.
Raven let out a soft laugh and kissed beast boy on the cheek surprizeing him.
"I knew it all along. beast boy, we're still going out. and while this is a rocky part of our relationship you're gonna get off that easy. we will work thru it. now you have something you need to do with robin. I'll be waiting back in your room."
Raven's self soul teleported her away as beast boy smiled and headed for robin.

Robin was sitting on the roof wondering how the others could of let beast boy sta]y when beast boy sat down next to him.
"Fuck off." Robin said.
"Shut the hell up. you may be the leader here but the others have voted for me to stay. now that i'm staying we need to do something about this so that we can trust each other."
"Trust each other? you were the one who lied to me! you're lies almost got ME killed."
"Exactly. i can't trust you in battle now. after the ass whoping you gave me last night how am i supose to belive that you would fight to save my life, not metion what happens if theres a 'incindet' where one of your birdarangs 'miss' the enemy and end up in the back of my skull. I promise that from now on i won't be trying to spoon with you. I have my life with raven to think about. But i know you well enough to know your not gonna take my word on this. Just like i can't trust you. so you tell me what i need to do that will prove what i'm saying to you."
"...In all fairness, then i should have to do something to prove that you can trust me."
"Thats right. i'm going to jump off of the tower and i'm not going to turn into a bird to save myself. if you save me then i can trust you."
"Pretty bold, i could just let you die."
"I'd rather die here now then trust you in battle and have that trust betrayed."
"... the task you have to do for me is not jump. if something went wrong and you died, you would die thinking i did it on purpose. I've been an ass about this. not that i didn't have good resaons to be but still." Robin stood up as beast boy did and offerd him his hand which beast boy took.
"Now i'm officaly back as a titan." Beast boy said.
"Just next time, think about cyborg." Robin said with a smirk.

Gary: and thats it for this chapter.
Cyborg: um, why are you talking at the end of the chapter when you didn't even do the disclamier?
Gary: I will do that fic with you being gimzo's bitch.
Cyborg meeps: I'll be good!
Beast boy: ...so i was stait, then gay..now i'm stait?
Gary: Not exactly... just wait till you see what raven has waiting for you..heh heh.
Beastboy: Is it non dairy ice cream?
Raven blushing and keeping her cloak around her.: no!
Gary: Tune in for the chapter which should be out sometime next week..or something like that.
Gary and the titans: See ya later!
Captain hero from draw together: You know, if beast boy doesn't want you raven i'm free..