im not alone

chapter 3

by nos482

beast boy sat back the next morning reading the letter from the night before reading it several times over.. setting it down his head hurt.. why did she have to wait till now to say these things!.. the phone ringing brought beast boy out of his thoughts, flipping it to answer he smiles "hey sam how you doing this morning?" "how you guess it was me?" "i dont know its just was just thinking about you" he lied he had been thinking of a girl but not samantha.. though she was involved with the thoughts "well i just was calling to ask if you might be avalaible this evening?" "sure, after training my weekends wide open"
"cool what time is training over?" "well that usually depends on how much of an ass Robin is being, but i figure 7" "sweet see you 7:30 then at the gamepad, since i dont want your friend Cy playing the Chaperone if you catch my drift.." blushing he says "yeah 7:30 ill be there, cant wait" going for about ten minutes about who will hang up first.. until finally Sam's mom is heard yelling in the back ground.. leaping up beast boy smiles ear to ear he's so excited about this evening slipping the note back into his room he has an awkward moment as raven passes giving him an evalutory look before she continues on..
training was easy as raven just sat and was meditating for half of it.. so beast boy didnt have to focus on her. running through the obstacle course lifting weights. he manages to finish early and was choosing his clothes for the night wanting to look good for sam.. when a knock on the door got his attention, opening it Raven smiles her half smile "umm hey beast boy i was whondering if you might be free tonight.." crashing his mood beast boy said "umm sorry Rae but sam called this morning.. maybe some other time?" nodding "sure some other time" turning back to her room she collapses on her bed.. why hadnt she opened her mouth sooner.. hugging a pillow to her she grumbled jealousy growled "look lets just do my plan we tried it your way already" "no i want beast boy and your plan would just make him hate me" ten minutes later she heard beast boy pass by the door..

she began to follow, the night was dark so she could follow relatively close, without notice, luckily beast boy stood out like a sore thumb no matter what the crowd.. swirving in alleys or shadows anytime beast boy turned around.. until finally she saw the bitch.. ms ooh im sweet as sugar sam.. yeah right.. not even starfire's that sweet... she thought to herself as she trailed the two on their date, going to some scary movie, she sat several rows behind the two.. the only thing she hated more than scary movies.. was watching something truly scary that bitch reaching over and playing with beast boy's hair.. until he turned his head, and pulled him into a kiss... keeping her emotions in control she wanted to growl her eyes were glowing green from jealousy.. "what does she got that i dont?, other than what i want?"

after the movie the couple went off to be alone.. not noticing they being followed Sam dragged bb off to a secluded peak, raven hiding in the shadows.. pulling a blanket out of a hole in the tree Raven heard her say "umm i kind of was hoping there would be time after the movie to come out here before my curfew, so earlier this afternoon i set some stuff up" tapping next to herself on the blanket Raven made sure to be quiet.. not wanting to be discovered.. the kiss between the two got her jealousy flaming,

lemon *Samantha pulled beast boys shirt off kissing his chest playfully as she leaned him back on the blanket, nibbling on him she smiles mischevously reaching down she begins unbuttoning his jeans rubbing her hand against his boxers reaching in them as she pulls his shaft out rubbing it teasingly to arousal..

Raven trying to keep herself out of notice.. is both angered and aroused at the sight before her.. biting her lip she hesitantly slips her hand into her leotard..

bending down Sam kisses up his length slowly teasingly, a wanting look in her eyes.. beast boy just looks down aroused watching her.. moaning her name as she kisses his tip flicking teasingly with her tongue before she lunges the length deeply.. flicking her tongue at his base.. groaning loudly beast boy bit his bottom lip enjoying this too much.. laying his head on his hands he layed back just enjoying the felatio sam was giving him..

Raven watches her hand rubbing around her nether lips.. biting her lip to hold back the moan ready on her lips.. imagining it was herself with beast boy layed out enticing his arrousal..

pulling himself out of her mouth he smiles at Sam and says "mmm that was great Sam but i think after being so nice its time for me to return the favor, a mischevous smile appeared on his face as he slid his hand under her skirt.. slipping the sexy purple panties down to her ankles as he began kissing up her legs flicking his tongue against her inner thigh. enticing a gasp as he flicks around her nether lips which were rapidly wetting.. purposely avoiding her clit and gspot he just ran his tongue around savoring the scent and flavor..

rubbing faster raven's breathing got heavier.. as her mind was picturing herself in Samantha's shoes.. her leotard slid over to the side to give her better access to relieving herself.. she was panting as she worked herself into a latherous frenzy..
mmm beast boy, your soo good.. " blushing as she realized she had just said that aloud..

luckily for a very nervous Raven Samantha had just moaned the same thing aloud so beast boy didnt seem to notice either the sound or his spectator.. flicking his tongue against her clit she throws her headback in extasy.. tightening her walls around his tongue.. rubbing with his gloved hand, too much for her as she came into her lovers mouth.. pulling himself up he bends down to kiss her again.. she flicked her tongue against his but when he tried to press himself against her.. she shakes her head in negation.."no not yet Garfield, i know we love each other but im not ready for that.." nodding he layed next to her holding her close* end of lemon

raven slid her uniform back into position thinking to herself mmm she's not a very considerate girlfriend.. getting herself off but leaving him wanting.. maybe i could use this to my advantage?? slipping into the shadows as the two got dressed, she whondered, she was surprised when beast boy knocked on her door when she got back to the tower..

in a hair less than accusing look "you like the show?" "i dont know what your talking about beast boy!" tapping his ears "you know these are more than decorations.. and i know your voice.. i should i used to love hearing it.." tapping his nose "i know your scent too," blushing as she realized she was caught "sorry beast boy.. i dont know why i did it.. its just.." "look i read your letter, and i know you care for me.. and i admit that i do still hold feelings for you, but im with Sam now.. and i dont wanna hurt her, and know this no matter what you try i wont cheat on her.. mumbling under his breath so that she can barely catch it "even for you.." tears peaking on her cheeks "I know, if you were like that i dont think i'd be as attracted to you.." brushing the tears out of her eyes the anger leaving him he says "you know just a week ago, hell just maybe three or four days ago.. i would of come running after that letter.. but it didnt come then, and i dont know if this is going to go the long haul or just maybe a hand ful of weeks.. but i'm happy with her, we're alike, i've been so lonely, you know how embarassing it is to be a green guy? how many kids tease you? we both know that pain.. and im not gonna be the one to add any to that burden on her, I still want to be friends raven, i would hate to lose you as a friend.. and i know you would too" nodding she sits on her bed "yes as you guys all know i dont make friends easily..I dont know what it is, that got me so worked up so unlike myself.. look next time she's at the tower i'll try the best to be friends with her.. but i cant help but feel jealous" nodding he says "dont worry Raven im sure you'll find someone you care for that can return the feelings without guilt.. shutting her door she sits down thinking..
the next day
Raven tried not to think about it, she knew beast boy was right.. which was the most frustrating thing to her, that she couldnt be with him even though she wanted it so much, and why did this girl rub her the wrong way so, there had to be something else, hell she even accepted Terra grudgingly better than this girl and look how that turned out, though admittingly the closeness the girl had to beast boy didnt help things.. meditating she thinks to clear her mind

beast boy was talking on the phone with sam "hey Garfield i was whondering if you could come over tommorrow.. my father is uncomfurtable with me spending so much time with a boy he has never met.." "umm i guess there would be no harm in that" "cool ill tell them how about lunch?" "sure"

end of chapter 3