Why me?

Starfire was on the roof of the tower, looking out at the setting sun set. thoughts of everything she had done overwhelmed her and she sniffled as tears ran down her face.
for the love of her, she didn't know why she always ruined everything good that happened to her. she had thought beast boy was loving their time together, then she had freaked out on him. before that, she had wounded robin and almost drove him off of the team.
"Why am I such an freak.." Starfire said quietly.
maybe she should just leave the tower forever. ever hurt anyone ever again.
that would be the smart thing to do..But could she leave all of her friends behind?
"..I will go for the walk..." she said to herself, before using her com to let the others know where she was going.

Handcuffed to the bed and truly helpless, Raven stared up at Cyborg, and moaned.
"Does my little slave love being tied up?" Cyborg teased.
"S-shut up and fuck me." Raven growled.
Cyborg grinned and slowly moved over Raven, his cock sticking out.
"OK, but when you're having problems walking later, remember you asked for it." Cyborg said before shoving his meat into raven fast and hard, making her squeal like a pig.

Blackfire watched beast boy with a pout as she slowly moved around, getting stronger by the moment. beast boy had cleaned her Skirt and panties for her and was now drying them off.
"...Tank...Thank...You.." She said slowly.
He looked up and smiled.
"Well I figured with everything else i did to you, i owned you one....I have to say sorry for all of this Blackfire." Beast boy said.
She looked at him surprised. he had her blackmailed, it wasn't like anything he was going to say was going to change her thoughts about him.
"...I did what I did to you, because lately I've been used over and over again. when you came and tried to pull your shit, I flipped out that somebody was trying to do it to me again. Should i used you. it wasn't right, it wasn't proper...and for what it's worth, i wish i hadn't of do it." beast boy said.
He set the hair dryer down and sat next to Blackfire who looked at him in surprise and then she blushed.
"...If I tell you...something...you promise to NEVER repeat.." she said, taking the time to go slow as so she wouldn't slip into baby talk.
beast boy nodded, and waited for her to speak up.
"...I...it kinda brought back...memories of a better time in my life...I wasn't always like this...But...what do you expect from someone who the only person who every loved her...was the sister that was the reason every one hate you..." Blackfire said, a tear going down her cheek.
"what?"
"...starfire doesn't know this...but the day I was born...the gardians attacked and killed 1000 of our people...the people...somehow blamed me for it. as if i was the one that caused the attack. they refused to allowed for me to become queen unless i could claim the throne from my parents via combat."
her voice had turned hard, and tears flowed down her cheek but Blackfire went on.
"When starfire was born, it was cause for a celebration. i hadn't understood at the time why i was always getting dirty looks, but till starfire was born nice and healthy, they needed me to fall back on. once my darling little sister was born, they didn't need the outcast anymore. My parents mistreated me, yelling at me for the smallest thing, punishing me harder than needed. i was kept away from starfire as much as possible so i wouldn't risk spreading the people hate of me to her. starfire never knew, she was never told of it. she loved me as her sister. everyone else, even my parents hated me...do you know how that feels? growing up hated?" Blackfire asked.
"..I..I had no idea.." beast boy said.
"when i came of age, my parents told me to leave the house. for Starfire's sake, I convinced them to tell her that i was going on a trip of my own free will and would be back. understand i could still come and go from tamerain as i wished, just i wasn't welcomed within my parents house.
then it happened. i wasn't there to fight for them, but my parents were killed in a fight against the gardians, and then starfire was taken prisoner to be a sex slave."
"I remember her escaping and coming to earth...it's how the titans were formed.
"I was trying to get back to help. if nothing else, you have to belive that. i wanted to save starfire, to save me parents but the ship i was on wasn't fast enough. by the time i found out starfire was still alive i had become hard and bitter...the villain you see before you."
"...Blackfire...all of what happened to you...I'm almost ready to say that all of this isn't all your fault. you've done things that i can't forgive...but now i can understand why you've done them." beast boy said.
Blackfire looked at him funny for a moment then laughed and hugged him.
"T-Thank you..." she said slowly.

robin was in the shower, letting icy cold water hit his body over and over again, then switch to burning hot water. the pain kept him from feeling too much. the pain kept him from reliving that horrible night...yet...had it been so bad...he was sure near the half way point he had been actually enjoying himself...
"No!"
he couldn't belive that he had enjoyed what starfire did to him. because then he became a pervert. Maybe...maybe all he needed was a new girl...
"and maybe by the time i find one i can trust I'll be 60..." he said to himself.

he watched starfire as she flew though the city looking bothered. he smiled slightly as the fact that his target was distracted was quite OK by him. with ease he leap from the roof top and landed on starfire, forcing her down towards the ground as he leaped off and laughed.

Starfire had barely been paying attention when Killer moth jumped on her back and forced her down towards the ground, smacking her head a couple of things while doing it.
"Die bitch!" he yelled.
Starfire landed on top of a car, her mouth bleeding as she slowly picked herself up.
"w-why?" she asked.
"Because you hurt robin who's close to kitten." Killer moth said before bringing a energy whip down onto starfire.

In their room, both Blackfire and beast boy flinched and glared at each other.
"did you feel that?" he asked Blackfire.
she nodded to him and weakly stood up.
within one smooth motion, he grabbed her panties and her skirt and ripped the diaper off of her and she jumped up into his arms so he could pull the panties into her. he slid the skirt onto her with expert ease and looked at Blackfire.
"Are you honestly good enough to be fighting? don't give me a fake answer." He said.
she nodded her head.
"my body is pumping me full of adenine and it's weaking the drugs hold on me...let's save starfire."

Killer moth was beating the snot out of starfire and she wasn't fighting back. he would question it later, but for now, he smiled at his good luck and kept the pressure on starfire.
he was seconds away from the killing blow when the voice behind him cried out.
"Hey! get the fuck away from my Girlfriend!"
Killer moth turned around to a huge hawk carrying Blackfire.
Blackfire was let go and she slammed into him, sending him for a loop. while he was trying to get his sense back, beast boy landed and changed into T-rex and marched toward killer moth who meeped.
"B-beast boy?" starfire said weakly.
Moth went to get back up but was hit by a fury of star-bolts from Blackfire who landed next to starfire and smiled.
"Hey baby sis."

Robin barely cared when beast boy came back to the tower. he was locked up in his room, listing to music and trying to feel better when the knock came on his door.
"Go away." he barked.
The door was knocked on again and again till finally robin opened it, ready to give shit to whoever it was and found himself being glomped by Blackfire.
"what the?"
The force of the glomp had them both on the ground and Blackfire smiled and rubbed her head into his chest.
"I hear you've been having problems with woman...don't worry, doctor Blackfire is here to help." She said with a grin.
Robin tried to glare at her, but ended up smiling and sighing instead.
"I guess it's worth a shot...."

Everyone else was gathered in the living room where Cyborg had set up the karoke stage and lights.
"I don't see why I have to still do this...Their's back together..." Raven grumbled as she floated towards the mic.
Cyborg was in a dj booth, wanting to get the effects of the song right while on the couch Beast boy was snuggling into starfire, his head on her chest.
"I can't belive I'll finally get to hear the great Raven sing." Beast boy teased.
"Keep pushing your luck smart guy..." Raven said with a glare.
Cyborg flipped a switch, and the techno remix of 'listen to your heart' started to play.

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when she's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell her goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

Listen to your heart
when she's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell her goodbye.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

Listen to your heart
when she's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell her goodbye.

Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm

I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell her goodbye.

By the end of the song, Robin and Blackfire where in the room and snuggling while starfire and beast boy shared a kiss. a understanding had been reached between them, that starfire had to know when to stop, but beast boy would let her go as far as he could.they would go on to get married soon enough, Blackfire being the maid of honor.
Robin got the help that he needed with Blackfire, and the two would go on to married while Raven and Cyborg would never go beyond boyfriend and girlfriend, and stayed happily unmarried for forever.