little secrets

little secrets

by nos482

disclaimer dont own the teen titans
summary a secret beast boy has been keeping comes out ironically at the video store..

Cyborg was scanning through the video store and came upon a bunch of Season Dvd's finding a show called Space trek 2022 he finds the cover interesting deciding to rent it along with several movies to keep the titans occupied during a crime slump he checks them out for a week turning back to the tower beast boy rushes into the bag to see what Cyborg rented.. seeing the season dvd, he sweat drops "umm i dont think anyone would like this show cy," "funny looked pretty cool"

flipping on the dvd Cyborg goes to pop some popcorn, as the others take a seat waiting for the movies to start cy tells them "i'm gonna watch a couple of episodes of this scifi show first k guys?" beast boy looks uncomfurtable thinking oh shit this is gonna be so fucking embarassing.. Raven takes a seat by him at the edge of the couch reading one of her books until the movie starts.. Cy leaps onto the couch passing the bowl of popcorn to Star.. (who of course is sitting next to Robin) the lights turn down as he flips on the tv and the opening credits start to roll

reading the names Cy says "weird BB that guy's got the same name as you!" looking uncomfurtable he jokes "umm maybe we're related or something" his cheeks flushed red as he saw a much younger self coming out wearing that ridiculous costume they made him wear on that show one of the other actors started telling him to do something "sure boss" blushing deep Gar covers his face as the other's start flipping from the screen back to him at hearing the voice of their friend.. Cy starts busting laughing "oh my god that's BB! why didnt you tell us you used to be on tv?" grumbling "Cause I don't like thinking about it"

getting up he storms out as his friends laugh about some clutsy thing his charachter did but he wasnt watching the screen he thought they were laughing at him.. slamming his door he flops on the bed "why the hell did Cyborg have to rent that Dvd!" shuddering he hated how the writers had always made him the butt of any humor of the show just cause he was the cute loveable alien charachter.. and worse was the only time he had shown up to one of the conventions all people wanted him to do was act like a stupid clutz and say "oh blorgnaught" his stupid catchphrase he was actually glad that show got cancelled..

in the living room Cy is looking confused "ok why the heck is he so touchy about this? its a good show action humor, and even a little taste of drama" shrugging Robin says "who knows but he has his own reason for keeping this from us im sure its a good one" even Raven is chuckling at some of it Starfire smiles her usual innoccent smile "ooh friend Beast boy looks so cute wearing that outfit.." Raven is trying to keep from rolling on the floor laughing at the mental image of Beast boy running around in that costume..

spending most of the night watching the episodes on the Dvd Raven knocks hessitantly on beast boy's door "Beast boy you up?" grumbling "yes im up im sure you guys had a fun time laughing at me tonight!" "actually it was rather funny.. but it was a good show I was just whondering why you were being so upset about it doesnt seem like you.. would think you would of been bragging about being on tv" opening his door beast boy pulled out a chair for Raven.. eyeing the pigstye she just stands "if you want i'll tell you, but you've gotta swear not to mention this to cyborg.." nodding she did understand while the two were good friends cyborg could be rather an ass if he found something humorous then again so could beast boy..

fumbling through his closet he hands her a scrap book skimming through it it was mostly about review's and clippings of him as Tork the loveable green changeling on Spacetrek 2020 some of them were less than complimentary about his charachter calling him Cliche, and just a Ratings Grabber.. "I hated how they always typecaste me as a loveable idiot" smirking a bit showing she was just good natured teasing him "but you are a loveable idiot" turning his back on her he shakes his head "look Rae it was a long time ago I was depressed after leaving the Doom patrol.. so i decided to visit with the only family i knew of that was still alive my cousin matt, he hauled me with him to apply for being an extra and they hired me cause they figured it would be cheaper than using special effects and makeup people on some kid actor.. and the other child actor's were constantly teasing me.. heck only friend i made on that show they killed her charachter off half way through the second season.." "then you guys laugh at me about it!" "not to mention my appointed guardian weaseled me out of my trust fund, and all the money i made on that show.." he just keeps getting worked up as he remember's a part of his past he truly didnt care for remembering Raven sits "dont worry Gar, you know we all had our own tradgedies and we werent laughing at you just your charachter remember when we first met you said you wanted to be the greatest actor?" nodding hesitantly "yeah" "well just think of this as training, im sure you could play a more serious role if you were given the option, but this one was just the comic relief.. and generally they are the butt of the jokes.." smirking as she broke her usual dark monotone "plus you kinda looked cute in that goofy jump suit" swinging around he had his usual toothy grin "did you just say i looked cute?" her half smile left as she pulled her cloak farther on her face hiding a blush "no i didnt your misunderstanding me" "yes you did admit it" flustered she storms out of the hogstye of a room almost tripping over a pile of junk over her choice of words "oh come on admit it Raven you think im cute!" he yells before she slams the door with her powers off to her room

"Admit it he does have a point, you do think so" grumbling to the image of herself representing love with a smirk on her face as raven says "thats beside the point that was not what i said and you know damned well why even if it was the point it would be mute" still smirking love just shook her head "yes i know we must keep ourselves in control, as you keep reminding us.. but still doesnt mean we have to live like a freaking hermit all the time" "yes it does unless you want me blowing up half the city!" one of her darker emotions showed up "sure that would suck but least we would have some fun first"
rolling her eyes she just walks away from the mirror and love smacks the darker emotion upside the head "you know you werent helping!" "sorry" rubbing the back of her head "jeesh one would think considering your love you'd be more of a pacifist!" smirking "you know the old expression alls fair in love and war.." "i thought it was make love not war?" "yes theres that one too.. but thats more lust's motto" laughing as the two faded "yeah if it was up to her i think beast boy's hips would be broken by now.." grumbling it seemed they were getting more human every day.. which scared her..